November 2009
3 posts
i miss..
laying in bed and giggling, holding hands, going for long walks with our puppy, the spot, goon & a primary school, nick day’s, her, weed, fights, kisses, inside jokes, waiting, tears, you lifting me up and spinning me around on the beach in geelong, and me telling you i loved you for the first time, anniversaries, charlie & madeline, cashew, APRICOT <3, lapping, new photo...
October 2009
10 posts
HALLOWEEN SOON!!
i bet i’m more excited than anyone else. i feel like a little kid.
i havent been excited or even happy about anything for a long time now, so its pretty awesome that i’m finally getting excited about something. a good sign? but i dont want to jinx it.
i’m going as little bo peep and monique is going as little red riding hood.
i’m making the costumes too!
...
reblog with your favourite Blink-182 song.
annieuseyourtelescope:
-dannx:
rocketstorobots:
halfpastfour:
The Party Song
first date? yeah i think so
Anthem pt 2.
Stay Together For The Kids
dammit
weowww
dad just came to visit rhkutjbskleyb awmfgngffvkjnbvnh;
hopefully
going somewhere with dad today.
so sick of this place.
i want someone to call ):
blah blah blah
someone should come in and visit me, and bring me some fucking smokes, please.
i forgot why..
i wanted to get out of here so badly last time.
oh i remember.
its for the best, so whatever.
and tumblr is the only decent site i can access. /;
fuckthisssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
fuck birthdays. and fuck people who just dont give a shit.
i’m sick of letting people into my life.
i’m fucking sick of everything.
fuck.
i cannot do this anymore.
oh hey banksia, you always were my last resort.
i just need to feel safe. and i need help.
i’m not strong anough to battle this alone anymore.
fuck my birthday is going to be shit, again.
September 2009
15 posts
Across Five Aprils - A Year From Now
i cant stop...
you're so close to losing me
you have no fucking idea.
i give you second chance after second chance, and i fucking do whatever you ask me to.
stop treating me like this, i do not deserve it.
one last chance, if you fuck it up, i’m gone.
oh and ignore this post please btw ;)
my itunes is just a little baby.
basics how many songs do you have in your library: 1519 how many days/hours of music do you have: 3.9 what is the first song and artist: attention - tai… what is the last song and artist: baby come on (acoustic) - +44 what is your favorite band: from first to last how many songs do you have by them: 45 which band do you have the most songs of: nfg how many songs do you have by them: 230 go to...
...
I am 5’4” or shorter I think I’m ugly I have many scars I tan easily I have a tattoo I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces I wear glasses. I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger I have more than 2 piercings I have piercings in places besides my ears
I had a serious surgery I’ve driven over...
August 2009
11 posts
reblog with a band for each letter of your name.
tiresome:
hasslethehoff:triphop:wontstop:theaaronis:thisiswhatsarahsaid:
trashflavoredtrashx:youmaybeoffended:carvedbyglaciers:anotherpityanotherchance:
City and Colour
All Time Low
Say Anything
Saosin
Across Five Aprils
New Found Glory
Depeche Mode
Rocket To The Moon
Atreyu
i dont like being sober anymore.
“The average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year a total of 88,000 by the...”
– (via bitchville) (via atoms) (via firecrackers) (via platypodes) (via romantics) (via salah)
I HATE LIES </3
i cant keep on feeling like this anymore. honestly, i’m falling apart. i need someone to save me, but noone seems to care enough for that anymore, or realises how much i need someone right now.
i just need someone.
i wanna be coat-hanger thin, because things always...
ten kilos, then ill see where i go from there.
i wish i had my self-control back.
in the water, i am beautiful - city and colour
i...
i am falling apart.
at an alarming rate.
some days
i just hate myself and everything about me.
and nothing goes right.
i’m thinking that today is one of those days.
July 2009
11 posts
Reblog with your favorite band.
erynxlouisee:
annieisweird:
romantics:
recklessnonsense:
intencities:
allstardiaries:
caroleenchutjian:
asdfghjklbrookee:
ohhgeeze:
thingsgohazy:
starsthatshine:
rawandawake:
cocoshaynel:
ashleyrawr:
sara7x:
shannonsayys:
elmaxo:
nevershoutnever
Mayday Parade.
Red Hot Chili Peppers
All Time Low.
Sigur Ros
Fall Out Boy
The Spill Canvas
Sigur Ros
...
I...
Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up. I Fucked Up....
(:
last few days have been pretty enjoyable, surprisingly.
got my centerlink and my tax return, so MONEYY.
and went shopping. and got the voulenteer possition at vinnies.
and went blonde. and got a really pretty dress and other nice things.
and spent time with my amazing boy.
AND BEST SURPRISE EVERRRRR:
shan came back. eeeeeeee :’)
hopefully things keep on going well. tomorrow is Matty...
(N)
I’ve really been doubting myself latley. I had a job interveiw at vinnies yesterday, and as much as I’d like to think it went well, when I look back, I really don’t think it did. And I still haven’t heard back from smb, slack cunts. I’m trying to lose weight and I just seem to be gaining it, lots of it. I’m sick of failing at everything.
Stressing.
Haven’t heard back from smb about the hairdressing course yet, and its supposed to start this month. So I called today and they’re going to get back to me soon. And I haven’t recieved my course material for my distance education yet. Fuckit. But good news! Getting my glasses this week, so I won’t be blind as a bat anymore. And I’m getting my money this week so I can...
Goon.
Its been a while -sip-. And I’ve missed you -sip sip gulp-.
I just had
My last smoke, it was goooooooood. From now on ima be smoke-free (exept for when I drink), and i’ll be healthier and has more monies. Yay me. -wishes self luck-
Morning tumblr.
Very shitty past couple days. I’m hoping today will be better. I need to have a good day.
Is it bad,
That I’m feeling this bad? Well it doesn’t look good.
...
I don’t know what’s going on with me anymore. I can’t control my emotions anymore and its scaring the shit out of me. This can’t happen again, I can’t be that person again.